So apparently everyone think I'm a mean bitch at my job lol. Luckily I can agree with them....but only partly. First off if you catch me before 10:30am I'm probably angry that I'm awake. If you caught me anytime before last year I was so angry and pissed off at my job and thenmyself for being reduced to staying at this craptastic place that I didn't care what my face looked like. I hated this place and I hope people saw it and someone fired me to take me out of my misery. But now I'm thinking that perhaps I wear my emotions on my sleeve when I'm out. I mean I know I am very closed off when I'm out and I am intimidating but it just blows my mind that people who now know me still consider me a meanie becasue I don't smile or appear happy to be at work everyday. Maybe it's the actor in me....I only try to be "on" when I'm onstage not 24/7.
I am perplexed by this though. That again even people who I'm cool with are like no you can be mean as hell. I also think people get by no bullshit demanor confused because I don't waster time (that often), I'm organized, and I am rigid about protocol. Whereas everyone here is ALWAYS looking for a dam shortcut to something. Hmm will ponder this some more...
The UnPhab Meanie lol,
Earl
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A plus sized actress's look at life through the lens of her waistline...tears, laughs, and trouble will ensue lol...
What up...
So, this site works on two Earltastic levels....
ONE....
I've decided to seriously document my weight loss journey over the next few months. Don't want to give myself an end date or I'll rush to do everything at the last minute! I also figured hey, if I quit or get down on myself I can easily look back on things that worked and/or recipes and stuff that I find and save on here. So, this blog is going to work for me on several levels hope you all get something from it as well.
TWO....
Also, gonna just talk about life. Anybody who know's me knows how ridiculous things just seem to happen to me (I once flipped a blueberry pancake directly into my sink...thankfully I'd JUST finished washing dishes). But I also hear things going on in the world that I'd like to chat about...but I promise to keep the ranting to a minimum lol...however...
A small disclaimer...
I had a really long aggressive sounding disclaimer on here previous to this so I will simply leave you with this lol...what you are reading are the thoughts and ideas in MY head. So, until I start handing out the laced Kool-aid, this blog acts soley as a place for me to hash out my thoughts in attempts to understand and learn from my Life's experiences both positive and negative. So, I may sound judgemental, self depricating at times, or like a know it all. But think about it dudes...if that was true I wouldn't need to blog every friggin thought I have in attempts to understand the "crazy" thoughts that go through my brain lol...
Phabulously Yours,
Earliana "Earl" McLaurin
ONE....
I've decided to seriously document my weight loss journey over the next few months. Don't want to give myself an end date or I'll rush to do everything at the last minute! I also figured hey, if I quit or get down on myself I can easily look back on things that worked and/or recipes and stuff that I find and save on here. So, this blog is going to work for me on several levels hope you all get something from it as well.
TWO....
Also, gonna just talk about life. Anybody who know's me knows how ridiculous things just seem to happen to me (I once flipped a blueberry pancake directly into my sink...thankfully I'd JUST finished washing dishes). But I also hear things going on in the world that I'd like to chat about...but I promise to keep the ranting to a minimum lol...however...
A small disclaimer...
I had a really long aggressive sounding disclaimer on here previous to this so I will simply leave you with this lol...what you are reading are the thoughts and ideas in MY head. So, until I start handing out the laced Kool-aid, this blog acts soley as a place for me to hash out my thoughts in attempts to understand and learn from my Life's experiences both positive and negative. So, I may sound judgemental, self depricating at times, or like a know it all. But think about it dudes...if that was true I wouldn't need to blog every friggin thought I have in attempts to understand the "crazy" thoughts that go through my brain lol...
Phabulously Yours,
Earliana "Earl" McLaurin
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