Ah Freak Out! aka Punishment for "Excusin'"

So, as an antidote to my non-food journaling for a whole week OR joining WW online to help with journaling last week from here on out know as "excusein"...I just made myself join WW online....for $53.00! Jesus losing weight can be expensive. lol But I would rather make it a little less stressful by having more tools in the ole' toolbox then going it completely alone. I am honest enough with myself to admit that right now I'm just not disciplined enough. Changing anything in one's life is all about discipline and realizing...despite the bank account numbers.... that some things require precedence and high priority. Like paying my student loans...I will NEVER get behind on those suckers again! I felt like I was being hunted down by the FB friggin I! Or getting monthly oil changes or buying good quality gym shoes. These are things that I used to skimp on but have learned the hard way that it only generally makes things worse. Sometimes you just gotta do the HARD thing FIRST lol... I did check my bills last week, pay my student loans this week, plus it's a double pay week so I should be fine. But yeesh...being a single adult woman and having the things I want sometimes is pretty shitty lol. I still need to buy business cards, reproduce my headshots, publish my website....ahhhh! Phabbulously Yours, Earl p.s. I will also be doing 20 squats at lunch time for my non-16 8cts of dance I was supposed to create over the weekend. It's only 20 because I hope to choreograph 8 at lunch. Thank god for empty rooms and gyms lol. p.s.s. I did do my pt and stretching for 30 minutes this morning so boo yow...