Oh HELL NAWL...

This is why obese people can't get a fuckin break...oh yeah this is going to be a HEATED EXCHANGE blog...


Okay so my co-worker that I am doing WW with, wanted to know how to use WW Online, so we're in her office going over it.  Well her staff members were also in there and the whole time they were doing their best to distract us, throwing stuff at us, asking us if we wanted doughnuts, just acting crazy.  And I wanted to be like did you ever think that maybe we're actually taking this serious?  That though we may fall off sometimes, it's hard to keep on trying?  That maybe we don't talk to you about the fun we're having because we know that you all are so insecure with yourselves that this is the best you can do to "support" us in something that is really difficult? UGGGGHHHH!

This is why I DO NOT tell people I know that I am actively trying to loose weight, because 95% won't don't cheer you on. No they will cheer for you to fail to keep the status quo....which is and I'm just gonna put it out there....people feel secure in who they are until others change in a way that THEY feel NOT I FEEL, but THEY feel put their faults into light. They either interpret  my success as a reflection of their own perceived weight loss failures (cause some of these chicks are skinny in comparison!) so they negate themselves "I'm such a fattie/I keep stuffingmy face/I'm soooo big" or they get defensive "Well I don't do it like that/does that really work/That seems like a lot of work" and start defending themselves like I just insulted them or something when I say something nice about myself?  I mean why can't peope just say "good job, keep at it"?  No they let their insecure inner self speak stupid shit like "Well you had a doughnut yesterday" or "You're not gonna do that (journaling) anyway." or worse "Well this is what I do, I don't do that, that's not for me". AHHH! That's why I've keep this journey to my blog that no one reads lol...cause if I didn't I'd be going postal on people! GRRRR!

Pissed!

Earl