Pheelin low?

So, yesterday  I got some news that a guy I was attracted to (but did NOT want to date...that is very important) is shacking up with someone else now.  Of course I was immeadiately jealous and pissed off.  Kind of like an ex-girlfriend...then it hit me.  Every time this happens----and it happens often because I never make a move on a guy---I always get pissed like the dam guy wronged me.  Saying "well he knew I liked him!".  When really, men are really stupid and don't exactly think that logically.  So, as I'm documenting every flirty move and inuenndo he's probably thinking about which episode of Family Guy he tivooed last night lol.  The point is...I realized that I spend a lot of time analyzing and not enough time DOING. Living invigorating REALITIES....so I'm changing that! Stay tuned folks...